this morning #1723.
this morning, by the time i managed to drag myself out of bed, i’d totally blown any chance i might’ve had to head out into nature. sluggish as all get up. for a few hours late last night, i’d been inspired. super drunk but quite inspired. i talked a great game to jeff about how i was going to get up nice & early and hit the road. solo. get out there & commune with the trees. went on about how this new woman in my world has brought the life back into me. he joked that she must be doing something for me. he hasn’t seen me for over a month. what can i say? we used to hang every day. now i have options. i’m trying to get my act together. still, i swore i’d be a better friend. then again, i also swore i’d get out in nature today.