this morning #1648.
this morning, until i had one in my hands, it was BACON EGG & CHEESE on repeat. all other thoughts blocked out. salt & carbs & grease, please. the beast that is my belly right now must be tamed. don’t want to sound too hyperbolic here but, as i walked from the deli to my car, tearing off a big bite of B.E.C. as i walked, it felt like i’d stepped into the kingdom of heaven. had to stop for a sec & catch my breath as a satisfying warmth radiated from my core. i have to stop ignoring my basic needs. feed myself three times a day like every other human being. the alternative? the ravenous state i woke up in. a couple late night slices of pizza clearly ain’t cutting it. starting with this B.E.C., it’s three meals a day for me. maybe. we’ll see.