this morning #1710.
this morning, it was back to the grind but my mind was completely fried. i went out again last night with the lady. went by my bar. introduced her to a few of the guys. ended our whirlwind weekend after midnight. she back at her place. me back at mine. after over two straight days together, we needed at least a little break before i returned to work today. didn’t want to burn too hot. my monday morning cooldown consisted of bland office coffee at my desk while answering a bunch of stupid emails. she has the day off. probably still sleeping off the weekend. lucky. i need that. instead, i’m fielding questions that i have no emotional connection to. watching the clock. waiting for her to wake up & distract me.