this morning #1671.
this morning, i loaded up on cereal. ate three whole bowls & then tossed a bunch in a bag to bring with me to work. thank god for cereal. it’s going to be my savior today. still, it ain’t going to be easy. woke up today feeling shaky. off-balance. not at all motivated. given that i’m out of money until tomorrow, last night’s dinner consisted of my last two beers & what was left of my bag of chips. no idea what i’m going to do about tonight. might have to beg jeff. admit that i’m totally broke. ask him to feed me. just for tonight. accept the mocking that’ll accompany his kindness. we’ve been friends for a while. been here before. it’s been a few years though. i bet he thought it wouldn’t happen again. i’d thought the same thing myself.