this morning #1637.
this morning, when i left the house for the day, i was legitimately worried about what mom might do while we were away at school. she hasn’t let her irrational side come out for quite some time but i feel like this might be the perfect trigger. rage simmering beneath the surface but ready to bubble over. poised to protect her kids’ innocence. we probably won’t be seeing aunty patty’s family any time soon. whatever. it’s cool with me. if she can’t admit how fucked up her sons are then fuck her. we don’t need that sort of “family” in our lives. i think i did the right thing in bringing it up. maybe if i can manage to keep mom calm, she’ll give me enough space to properly move on.